Wednesday, September 1, 2010

She Would Be 24

6 years and 10 months ago, a very special girl went to heaven. Exactly two months after she turned 17. She was sweet, smart, and funny. She laughed a lot. She was my "stand in sister". She was my sister's best friend. It's hard to believe that if she were still here today, she'd be 24. She'd be a young woman. Maybe she'd have a family? Maybe she'd be just starting out in her career? Maybe she'd be a young, carefree woman dancing to the beat of her own drum? Who knows. The hardest part about her not being here, is wondering who she'd be today. We'll never know. But regardless, today she would have been 24. She had one young niece when she died. Today? 3 nieces and 1 nephew. A brother in law. An amazing sister, though I'm sure she knew that already. So today, on what would have been her 24th birthday I'll sit here and imagine who she would have been.

Who You'd Be Today
Kenny Chesney
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I her you laughing in the rain
Still can't believe you're gone
It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
Then death tore all the pages away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today
Would you see the world?
Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family?
I wonder, what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy
It ain't fair you died to young
Like a story that had just begun
Then death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing no one could take you place
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today
Today, Today, Today
Today, Today, Today
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I'll see you again someday
Someday, Someday

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